| lalalalala. wow, xanga. this is awesome. i miss xanga;; its a good time. :) yippee! im with stacy and we're having a grrrreat time-- its like the good 'ole days. yay! |
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| so justin timberlake is bringing sexy back,
and i would really like to bring xanga back.
i think it could happen;
because you know deep
down you want it back too.
oh, the wonderyears of xanga.
i realized recently how uninvolved i am in some of my friend's lives.
like how i know nothing about anything when they're talking to me,
so i have to make them start the whole story over so i can understand.
i used to be so close to like, 5 people.
we all know who we are.
and now, honestly,
i only truly know.., one of you?
maybe two.
i miss friends.
you know what i REALLY miss..
i miss being girls and sitting around bashing
the girls who ditch their friends for boys;
talking about how we'd never do that.
we're girls for life, youknow?
girls for life
more like;
girls for a summer?
im not angry in any way.
im just sad.
sad that i feel like i lost one
of my closest friends because
of a stream of crappy coincidences.
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| [can we get excited for once?
routine ruins the excitement.
when we were little.. things were so exciting. so new. now its all the same.]
but im trying to learn from my own mistakes,
and im trying to deal with selfishness.
my own, and other peoples,
like sometimes, i really wish i could tell you that i think that most of the time,
youve got your head stuck up your own butt
but i wont tell you that. cause iloveyou.
im ready for some change.
some big change.
and when people say that to me, "i want some change"
i usually tell them they have to make their own change;;
but im really not in the mood.
someone come make some change for me,
kk? |
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[just because you make one decision,
doesnt mean you ruined the world
so stop making it personal.]
right now in my life, ive got these 3bestfriends.
who pretty much make my world go round.
they are my heros. in every since of the word.
i love you. you know who you are. =)
this weekend is formal; im pretty excited
my stress factor went down a little after figuring everything out.
it should be an amazing night...a night to remember.
edit//
im over the drama.
petty, foolish...
im sorry, i plan on calling you later,
with a better apology.
life is too short to waste time fighting with
the people you love. =) |
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| i keep telling myself..
one day, Emily.. one day it will all fall into place..
but goodness.
the wait is killing me.
and maybe ive got everyone fooled
including myself
i wish i had an answer..
like i could slip into the future for 5 min and see my life in 10 years..
that would make everything better. |
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